NEEHU7: "I AM! ...Yours..."

So leading up to NEEHU7, I was in communication with my pet, Katrina.  She knew she’d do her damnedest to attend the second she knew the date, as NEEHU6 was amazing for her and there’d be most/all of her favorite people there.  As soon as MentalConfetti and I both promised she wouldn’t need to sacrifice more than a couple of hours, Katrina signed up for volunteering, and knew she’d be helping out to make peoples’ con time great (including other volunteers: more on that in a bit.  Katrina: good girl).  Then, days prior, she had worries of just how much of NEEHU7 she’d have to miss because of people that aren’t paid enough to give a shit about other people… regardless, and thankfully, she was able to arrive Friday evening, just in time to work on Friday meet n’ greet treats and allow everyone to get food they needed, including volunteers.  She gets in and texts me, “I’m here” she says.  So, of course, I rush out of the class I was in (just really there to review anyway), we get her checked in (a tad bit more complicated than expected: always make sure you get a confirmation e-mail on ticket payment, folks) and I tease her a touch… with touch… and after all her bags and coat are stowed away, “Service sub needs service!”  Well, just in time for Friday evening food work, do we have a job for you!

Note: I will say that her arrival at the time she arrived arguably allowed for MentalConfetti to actually get food she could eat prior to a scheduled scene, without having to eat mid-food-prep, without needing to rush eating.  Friday night food prep required the most work of any kitchen shift, I believe, thus the most volunteers were needed.  So, service sub, you did much good.

Anyway, fast forward a bit, MentalConfetti had just finished a theatrical scene of fire play with sleepingirl as the bottom.  It was only around 20ish minutes, but a really fun scene to watch, during which I watched Katrina practically vibrate in her chair with how much she was looking forward to helping MentalConfetti demo fire + hypnosis in a couple of days.

Theatrical demo scene ends, I help with kitchen while Katrina wanders a bit, then she and I chat briefly: which basically amounted to “So Katrina, feel like playing a bit?” “YES PLEASE.”

We find our way to the back bar lounge, the quietest area at the time, and go over anything that’s changed since Katrina and I had last played, it’d been a good 3ish months.  She wasn’t sure how intense she could take it, shouldn’t go too far, but along the same vein and heavy D/s was fine…

So I grab her chin gently and look into her eyes, and instantly I see that familiar shift, that focus already removing everything else around.  “Look into my eyes,” I tell her, “You can see quite well, I’m sure, the kind of fun that I want to have with you… will have with you…”  It isn’t long before she can barely keep her eyes open, but she loves looking so deeply into my eyes… okay, she so deeply enjoys doing what I want her to do, which she knows includes looking deeply into my eyes… that I give the common suggestion that even as she closes her eyes, her mind’s eye will still be looking deep into my eyes, seeing my intent, my want, my enjoyment, my excitement… our pleasure… and she shudders with a vision of kneeling.

I remind her that I’ve made a nice little nest in her mind, and I reinforce some of our D/s elements…
…who I am to her…
…what she is…
…what she does for me…
…what that makes her feel…
…and again…
…once more…
…aaaand I bring her back up, fully.  “Heya, how ya doing?” I ask in my common, chipper voice upon bringing a subject up out of trance, knowing full well she’s not actually fully  able to use words güd yet.

After some brief banter on how she’s feeling to let her come back to her ability to talk… I remind her of an assignment I’d given her… excuse me, I remind her that she never did her part of the assignment, with a deadline of NEEHU (and several months to do it).  That assignment?  What she would most like to do for me, and what she’d most like me to do to her.  I did get a response…

Katrina: Next time it’s both safe and comfortable for you to do so, do what I gave for you to do, for yourself and for me, just once for the first time you read this.  It’ll just happen the next time it’s safe and comfortable for you, but feel free to remember even though it’ll just happen.  Good girl.

Right, where was I?  Oh, yes, we had an honestly great conversation around that topic.  Mind you, I’d prefer to see such things written out, it’s just so interesting when one takes the time to find the best words they can work with to get the idea across the best, we would’ve talked about it aloud later anyway and still had a great conversation.

So… that said, I got an idea from it that was only tangentially related.  I decided to give her a bit of a mantra.  Now, at this point, she’s already my pet, she knows it and uses that term herself… so I put her into a trance and suggest that when she comes out of trance next, she’ll find that the only thing she can say to me, outside of urgent situations anyway, is “I am yours.”  Each time she says it, she’ll trance out for a moment.  I… don’t think I put any suggestions about pleasure or arousal in there… but I did fog up her memory enough so she wouldn’t expect this for her first response to me.  And with that, I bring her back up, and choose my question a touch more carefully…

“So, tell me how you’re feeling.”
“I am you…rs…?”
“Well that was odd… you doing okay?”
“I am… yours.” She smirks as she catches on.
“Hmm, you enjoying yourself?”
Her eyes widen with cheer, “I AM!” Then she shrinks down a bit, still with that smirk, “…yours.”
“I see… so what are you?”
“I am yours.”
“Again.”
She squirms with her response.
“Again.”
She starts making more noises than just the verbal response.
“Keep going.”
She repeats herself several times, breathing a bit faster.  I’m barely even touching her chin, but you’d think I was taking her right then and there.  Though I suppose, in a way, I was, wasn’t I?

And after a few more moments, I direct her to my eyes and bring her down into a quiet trance once more.  I allow her to be able to respond to me normally again and bring her back up to chat with her.  She excitedly points out how happy she was once she realized that, while she had no control over what she said, she had control over how she said it.  Thus, I asked if she was enjoying herself, it was an enthusiastic “I AM!  …(yours),” because she was basically responding “I am” and had an extra bit she had to add in.  Ah the creativity of the human mind, right?

We also talked a touch about what I’d do to/for her from the assignment I mentioned before, and we both came to a similar idea separately and talked about it.  With that being done, though, I teased her a bit.  She had one automatic response to “What are you” from me earlier, so I asked her, and she gave her default response, shortly thereafter followed by…
“I guess I have two responses for that now…”
“Oh really, what’s the other response?”
“I am yours.”
“Again.”
“I am yours,” and boy were her pupils nice and dilated by that point.
“That’s right, again.”
She repeats with the same sexual gusto she had only minutes before at the end of her repetitions.
“Once more.”
And mid-response, I drop her once more into a deep trance with my eyes.

We had agreed that orgasm might be a bit too much for a first scene on the first day into NEEHU, though I will note: Pretty damn sure it wouldn’t have taken much to get her there at this point with that phrase with how the scene had been going, some waking suggestions, and a final command alone.  Okay, pretty damn sure just a single command with nothing else would’ve worked to make an orgasm happen, but I mean to connect in what I’d been doing thus far in a passionate and explosive way.

So, because of this limit for this scene, that was the last bit of sexual, passionate suggestions that occurred.  The rest was based around the gift for her completing her assignment that I have mentioned multiple times at this point.  That’s for her to know and enjoy, but it was at this point that I built it in and reinforced it both via suggestion and showing her while out of trance how it would work, along with a suggestion of when things would first happen. (good girl)

We didn’t play for the rest of the con, but we had several good conversations after this point, and both took care of each other to some extent or another (whether or not she realized it, she helped me here and there while Confetti was occupied, the fixed known point I’m familiar with and all that).

And she gave one of my favorite NEEHU quotes, but I’d rather leave that for MindControlFun to put forward, since it’s aimed at him (and he was strongly considering using it for other purposes, last I checked)…